E..................

war.....pai sei dao....................
i think this blog is secret enough.

Today only i know kc know i have a blog.
luckily i did not wrote bad about him.
hahahaha......
ok, if you saw it help me to secret it.
dont let too many ppl know,
you know lah, sometime really angry about someone, cant not scold them then no choice lo
need to release my emotion. this is the best way !
hahaha thank yea.

Week 9

this sem have 14 week.
and now already week 9.
later need to go BEC class and today will know the coursework result.
Arghhhh............. i really don't want to know my result.
i  really fell very scare, the main thing is i really stupid,
why did not study hard ??

can't focus at all. Today FM exam i also can't images how well am i done?
haha... haiz.......

i burn the midnight oil, lastly still the same.
i really want to do well.

until now i want to ask myself
what is my dream ?
I totally can't think one of it.
what wrong on me ?

okok!!!
no dream is ok.
hardworking pls !
can not fail any subject this time.

Not my problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aigo ! I HATE  IT !
Hate to having problem in CITC.
haiz.... and this sem kena again.
Really is not my problem lo, i can remember my password.
After i change password i went to try two computer, both computer also cant log in.
arghhhh...... my luck really bad.
ok, buddha bless me next time would not kena again.
haha

Raining !

o..o...o....
i at CICT now
my class start at 3 and now was already 3.05
how ?? raining leh, i leave my thing in car...
haizzz...........
omg the rain is heavy than just now
make me feel don't want to go to attend the class

Argh ...

I really dont know want to said what.
you think i am very free ?
ya! when i at home i really did not do anything, so what ?

年纪越大,责任越大?
那你就生个有责任感的.

you think be a sister is so easy ?
everytime said you brother is better than you, than you just call him do all the staff.
because of you, he become so lazy and did not listen on you.
you just take care them by yourself.i feel tired ti take care of them.
ah.... this year you want to go oversea, pls lah.
chanting more and hope buddha take care of them.
dont kacau me
i dont have much energy to play play with them.

责任感!!!
not that easy. i will feel sorry when i cant do what you have order.
pls lah, 恶罪感 make me crazy.
haiz.....
good ar...
later will sure have something happen!
take care linlin.
i really feel want to die.
~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+|}|+_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#^&*()_+

What cartoon i like in childhood ?

Lion King                                              Tom & Jerry
         
 me and my brother love this much, we never feel boring although we watch the same story for 100 time !!!!
^^

Sleeping beauty                           Snow white 
                      


Mickey mouse                                    Donald Duck
        




Sailor Moon


HAHA ....i love all this cartoon before i went to stander 1.
oh.... i also like the power ringer.


hahaha.

Emmm....... of cause i still have watch a lot difference cartoon movie and series.
but i think now a day cartoon movie and series is not that interest than what i watch in my childhood time !!!
hahaha.... what you like ?
same with me ?
hahaha

巨蟹座 (6/22 - 7/22) Cancer

                     巨蟹座的人生性多愁善感，有忧郁和作白日梦的倾向，他常会为过去那段美好的日子而缅怀不已，并容易生活在过去的阴影中（水星的位置在巨蟹座时会加强这种性格，不过他也能充分掌握现在，巨蟹座的人具有不屈不挠的意志，一旦拟定计划，必然付诸实际行动。为了私人利益，有时会过于大方，应避免不必要的奢侈。


                      巨蟹座的人易有极端的情绪化表现，他们的情绪阴晴不定，常会没来由地大发脾气，对别人的问话，也会随自己的高兴予以反驳或根本拒绝回答；兴致好的时候，他却变成最佳的听众，充分发挥体谅、设想周到的优点。巨蟹座的人热爱事业，同时重情爱家，珍惜爱情，并真诚待友。巨蟹座的人有包容心，一般不会为了一点芝麻小事而耿耿于怀，具有容人的雅量，很少拒人于千里之外，再加上其有礼貌、hahaha....this is me. when i angry, mean you are terrible !!!    善交际、富幽默感之迷人个性及对人道主义的尊崇，会有许多朋友。


                  事实上巨蟹座的人经常会在强悍的外表下，隐藏着一颗柔弱的内心，他 就像这星座的表征－－螃蟹，用硬如铁甲的外壳将自己密密地武装起来，保护起自己最柔弱醉人的部分。但当你成为了他亲近的人，你将会感受他坚硬伪装下无尽温 柔和默默付出所带来的温暖。


                        一谈到巨蟹座，必然会提及他们爱家的母性本质，不过别忘记充满爱心是巨蟹座的特性；恰似他们标记的蟹一样，有坚硬的外壳，却有 柔软的内心，所以巨蟹座的人很懂得保护自己。巨蟹座属水象星座，所以小不不免情绪化，记性很强，对一些不必斤斤计较的事他也会耿耿于怀，ya, but not said that i will alway angry about "that"不过对他们所爱的人非常体贴及亲切。他们的守护星是月亮，对情绪和消化系统有影响。  


                          如果你初认识巨蟹座，会被第一个印象误导你对他的看法；因为他们极为需要保护自己，不会对陌生人开放，但当你进一步认识他，你会知道他实在是大好人。在十二星座中，巨蟹座是最坚持到底的星座，他对朋友和爱人都很忠实及执着，对家庭重视度很高，而且他是最喜欢收集储存东西，对任何事情都不舍不弃，以及他们对美好事物的品味也相当高。 巨蟹座的女人其实有时候很奇怪，她不看好的东西，即使旁边的人说的天花乱坠，她也不会看一眼；但如果说话的人是她喜欢的（包括女人）那她就会爱屋及乌！

                            巨蟹座女人的性格也很奇怪，有时候超爱说话，有时候可以一天不说话。高兴的时候会拼命地说，不高兴的时候一句也不说。她很少会把自己的想法表现出来，比如说你做了什么让她不高兴的事，她不会说，她可能就突然的不理你了，来表达自己的想法，告诉你她不高兴了。往往这个时候就会遭到人家的误解，为什么无缘无故的就不理我了？其实非也，巨蟹座女人不会无缘无故的就不理一个人，一定是有原因的，这时你就应该好好的反省一下，是不是自己有做错的地方。巨蟹座女人的脸皮很薄的，你哄哄她，说说好话，她就会原谅你了，千万不要在别人面前埋怨她，就算埋怨了也不要让她知道，不然你们俩的关系会彻底恶化的！虽然巨蟹座的人不爱记仇，但谁对她好，谁对她不好，她还是记得很清楚！在你说完她的坏话之后也许过段时间她会理你，但那时候和以前可就不一样了，她会表面上和你相处的融洽，俗话说就是面子上的朋友！ 

                        巨蟹座的女人很怕寂寞，不光是爱情上的寂寞，她还害怕友情上的寂寞。hahaha.... for all my sister pls dont left me out.所以，别遗忘了身边是巨蟹座的朋友，有空了多找她们出去玩玩~ 
巨蟹座的女人很重视朋友给自己的意见，当她们询问你的时候，别不当回事，敷衍的回答哦~ 
其实巨蟹座的女人很容易满足的，一件小小的礼物都会让她很开心！不用太贵，只要是她需要的！这就要考验你的观察力了~

●巨蟹座人的优缺点
　　优点:
　　富有同情心、温柔、体贴、保护、朴素、谨慎、洞察力、领悟力、艺术灵感、审美、思辨、随和、谦虚、大度、交际手腕、感性。
　　缺点:
  　经不起打击 心肠太软 被动、唠叨、激动、猜疑、念旧、消极、防卫。

巨蟹座的人一半纯白。一半阴暗    

巨蟹座的人太过宿命。    
他们都有一张隐藏著秘密的忧郁的脸。   
他们缺乏安全感，年幼时的孤独常常让他们有无根据的恐慌，并且喜怒无常。   

他们习惯回忆，收藏，喜欢摄影，百分之90的巨蟹们都有相机。   

他们喜欢伤感的影片，能清楚记住每一个情节。    
他们天生悲观，爱骂人脾气古怪，会突然爬进保护性的壳裏，在受伤後他们很少反击，只会放弃。   

逃避是他们的习惯，他们对自己渴望的东西总是先退到一边，似乎毫不关心然後突然扑上去。   

他们没有很强的适应能力，却有天生的领悟能力。    
他们以自我为中心，懂得自我保护，最关心的人是自己。他们怕孤独，却又注定了孤独。   

他们常常生病体质不好---注意力过度注意在自己身上所致。   

他们有很多秘密，他们把真实的自己藏於半夜的寂静和午夜的笑声和明朗中。   

他们很念旧，喜欢旧东西。    
他们最注重的就是安全感，希望被保护，却常常是一个人。   

他们希望有属於自己的空间，喜欢独处。   

巨蟹很容易恋爱，也很容易不爱，因为他们在爱一个人的时候通常是得不到的时候，一旦得到了，可能就没兴趣了。   

对巨蟹来说幸福只是幻觉，寂寞更实在。   

但是他们心裏会有一个很爱的人，这个人对他们很重要，他们像个病人一样爱著这个他们很爱的人。  

巨蟹还是会爱，也不轻易放弃，因为他们很难找到一个他们很爱的人。   

大部分巨蟹很悲观，甚至自杀过。   

他们对自己不好，有虐待倾向，但是他们却对自己在乎的人很好，但这种人通常很少，对他们来说最重要，最爱的人，大部分是他们的父母。   

很多巨蟹喜欢海，喜欢雨天，喜欢顾影自怜﹐喜欢自己添伤口。   

他们的性格很古怪，他们会突然大笑中沈默，感觉悲伤。    
他们心裏想什麽从来不说，别人也猜不到。    
他们不喜欢受别人限制。    

他们也有快乐，但是他们的快乐都是微小的事，比如看见一只小猫或是小狗，收拾干净自己的家，看著花瓶裏有水珠的香水百合.......

oh, this sem time table is too late for me.
i think i prefer to study early.

The result is out last week, guess what i get in me result ?
hahahaha, i need to resit, sad man......
i also very pandan muka did not study hard last sem,
blur blur do not have a target.
i really dont know what i want.

Although my mum did not said anything, but she was very care about my result
and she also know that i am not the smart student, and she just hope that i can finish my education.
she also know that advance is very hard.

i really hope i can finish my advance.
har....... study study study...
promise by myself since like very easy
but when i start.
Hmmmmm..... not work at all.

sister~~~

I am the big sister in my house .

i dont have sister just have two brother.

my cousin sister all is bigger than me few year and less contact.

or

    smaller than me many many year.

but when i was form 1 i meet a group of girl.

we start from

 dont know about each other

silent conflict 

boycout 

play together 

sleep together 

eat together

done job perfect together

this is what we do in our holiday not only few day or few week

is in few year and more than one month.

dont know start from when we have a name 7 sista.

we have a close name right, haha

but, 

silent conflict

still in among us.

Although

among us still have many problem, the proses full of unhappy issues

 but we still have a good and beautiful memory 

aren't you?

Maybe you think different with me but i still want to said

i so happy to meet you all 

<3 you.

=========================================================================

i have something to said too.

erm,,,,,what is our problem ?

i am not too sure.

but i can tell you i am a simple ppl.

when you think simple, than you will know what type of person am i .

sometime you will dont know why i do such thing on you of couse, i have my reason, dont ask me on that time but you can ask me later. 

You think i dont like to talk to you by using a black face?

NO

what is my " flower name" ? 

lei lin lin, why ?

because i really feel tried.

i tell you all, i am a two face ppl ..... hehehehe i would show my real to everyone

because i need to protect myself, my housing area too my outsider worker

when i walk i will show that face to them, i stay there for 19 year.

it change to be my habit.

sorry about that. 

today write until here.

 hnmmmmm

feel like still have many thing want to said out!

nvm.

you want to ask what just ask me !! hehe

sure i will tell you what i feel, and what am i thinking,

 bb

    

Moon cake festival

When this festival coming i will eat dinner with grandpa and all the auntie,
and help my cousin to play tang long because their is smaller than me. 
haiz.....
no choose who call my father is they big brother, so i am the older among them

this year...
abit different is just have few ppl cerebrite with my grandpa.
why ??
long long story lazy to said.

 i never make a tang long for 19 year in mylife
this time kah wai and me plan to to tang long with children in dz.
 

When they are drawing and preparing !! 

HAHA(that time is the most free time for me)

this boy boy ar.... when he was drawing dont want to take photo.

but when the tang long is done he is the 1st one who want to take photo.

yeh!! 班级照

 

　have two more children not yet take photo, because not yet finish their rice. haiz......

this is the one !!!!!! headache

Miss that day !!

which day ? Friday ! 15/7/2011 ! fang fang birthday !! hahahahaha
 who is she ? let us see.

haha ! yes is she, cute ?

this is what we give her !!cute! the card is made by me 

haha......because she like cow !!

if you is her friend sure you know right ?! XD 

(19 year old still need a patong, haiz....)

we all meet together and play at her house.

<3 them so so much

wow......sista forever !!! Eva where are you??

Hmmmm...............
You are really really is our naughty younger sister.
everytime giving us problem.....
what you want us to do,
i am not hate you all but our dz brainless uncle said us bully you again...
i feel sad and like dont know what to said......
sometime you are look down on me, this is what i feel
how to said if you dont like also pls respect on me, i am a human also
ya, i know i'm bully you before but i have change it.

i know i am........
not that powerful person like yinsan,
not a person that can made friend easily like mei ying,
not that cheerful like suni
who am i ....

YONG YEE LIN, lei lin lin, lazy, not that warm person, not that clever also.
but you need to accept it, very hard to me to change.
because i am older than you, so i dai sai XD.

linlin ar... linlin........

 why you can forget to bring calculator school,
do you know how important to you ?

just know i saw something

【十二星座们迷糊指数】

1.双鱼座：★★★★★
2.巨蟹座：★★★★★
3.白羊座：★★★★
4.双子座：★★★★
5.射手座：★★★★
6.水瓶座：★★★★
7.金牛座：★★★
8.处女座：★★★
9.摩羯座：★★★
10.天秤座：★★
11.天蝎座：★★
12.狮子座：★★

i get 5 star !!! this is not a good reason to myself !
i tell my mum, she just said haiz..... just start to study now, 
next time resit only can get better result !
i hope too, but of course if can i will choose to take good result this time ! 
cheer up!! haiz...... a bit hard to me now ! 
now if i smile to you laugh with you, be careful !!
not the true heart .


maybe tomorrow will get better mood , maybe........
know i still need to finish my MAF course work

no mood leh !

what!!~!!! every time did not get my permission and take my phone !!!!!!!!!!!!

what the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!

hate you the most !

how i contact my friends !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deng !!!

still sent my friends what !!!! i will replay later, you think who are you ?

people will think that is my, stupid bodoh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

still not yet come back, already 10.24pm .

beh tahan lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next time let me know you take my phone again, you will know what i will do at you.

f    you










 

MAF !!!!

Die die lah this time!!
tomorrow MAF coursework, now i still can blog-ing.
feel like ok but not too ok.
hope tomorrow i can understand what the question ask.
Omitofo.

the benefit of using a blog !!!!

I know about blog for many year ago.

 but i did not use it.

Many people said that blog can train our writing skill.

can know someone more about them in blog.

the other benefit is i can spent my free in here too.

My English is weak feel pai sei to let people see my everthing.

than i will choose to write diary. but now open a blog and 

dont let people know is alsp a good way to me. 

so, the best in here is no one will pass over here and let me feel more better.

Hmmm....why now only i realise ar... haha

wow.... 

tomorrow suni come is back!

and also have a coursework . Haiz.....SAD man !!!!!!!!!!!

not yet study finish tim.

__________________________________________________________________________________ 

zhen pei

at here i also want to said 

 sorry

That day i dont know that grandpa is have so big respond.

Just small small case don't be so unhappy yea....

he already old. you is a big boy now need to understand.

Although that is my false, but he still scolding at you. 

A cat

Yesterday i was dame sad.......

I was CROSS OVER A CAT 

OMBUDDHA !!!

It was just a kitten.

I know i can pray for it.

but.....

the problem is pray or not, the thing is 

i cant accept that , i kill the cat accidently  

my car is so small, and i can avoid it.

A lorry also can skip it why i cant.

If i drive slowly 

If i am not sleepy

If i can control the car well. 

SURE the cat can continue it life more longer.

Hmm..........

hope the cat can "an si".

Sleepy ~~~~~

DENG LO now only 2.23pm,
later 6pm only have meeting, 7pm++ only can went back home.
O...mama come to sch and fetch me back.

just stay at CITC and wait the time.
i fell so so so so sleepy leh.....
i hope the school can provide a sleeping place to student who waiting the class or
 like me wait for meeting.
I sure the school will make profit in this idea.
because many of us are waiting and no where to go and we wait at CITC.

See, now CITC have many ppl using FB or post blog like me.
we are doing the same actually          


WAITING~~~~~~~~~

Erm......

This few week is so busy, of course i also fell lazy to write post.
No one will see my blog except san, hahaahaha...... you also busy right no time to see other ppl blog



Ahrrrrr..... i want to straighten my hair.

 

you see !!! so NICE !!! consider a leng lui XD ( dont tell other ppl )

NOW!!!!!
i hair almost going to look like a lion king, although is better than last time but .......
 you know i know lah. =] 

not i dont want to straightan my hair....... NO MONEY NO TALK
                                                              MAMA ANNOYING
                                                              AUNTIES ANNOYING
                                                              BROTHER DD COMMENT

what the ..... later said why sister can go to saloon to do her hair and
i need to let mum cut me hair.
WHY WHY WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!! because i am girl and you are boy lah.

Okey !!! dont destroy my mood.
better today you go grandpa there to over night, let me relax a day thank o lot.

hei!!!

so long did not post something....
holiday for 3 week but not free at all.
I need to prepare performance for wesak day.
But now i feel like tired and dont want to take care of  it anymore
too hard for me.

I did not have much experience and i feel pressure too. 
last Saturday i feel that wow..... is ok. not bad, we did it.
but Sunday  i feel like i want to cry what the hell you are doing !!!
too big differences, i cant believe it. AHRRRRAAA.........

my cute noisy friends....
wesak night is coming soon...
pls
be serious, do your best in this performance and be perfect too.
And pls drink more more water dont sick
like me.
Anyway good luck

Last day!!!!!!!!!

SIFE recycle campaign was end.
i was like go there for doing nothing.
never mind ,
the main thing is i forgot to bring back my umbrella.

OMBUDDHA.........
NOW my umbrella is at fu jing there.
how ????
how i want to take back from him.
yer.............. help me plssssss.......

thank to you . ZHEN PEI
because of you, i go out from 10.30 and come back from 10.30
i really really really wana to box you.
sei fei zai.... i hate you .
Always give me many problem
you really ddy geh wor......

SIFE

This week Sife has organize a recycle campaign, and i need to duty for support this activities.
All the money of sales will donate to the beautiful gate unable person.
I KNOW this is a good activities, and i need to support it.

But......
how ?? what i need to do?
i live too far, if i duty i will feel very tried and boring.
need to stand there is okey, but need to sales t-shirt.
who want to buy it. i duty for two day one t-shirt also did not sold out.
ARGHhhhhhh..............

SO HOW???
this Friday did i want to come to school ??
san and wen xing did not come leh!!
very boring geh wor...
yee lin ar yee lin..... Are you sure ?

but, mum said if you free go duty lah, haizzzzzzzzzzz.................
Okey..
Friday only think this problem.
Erm... okey

 

Hei you !!!!

Hei you , because of yours problem let me beh song.

Where is the problem ??
You said don't know ,
You also don't know + that my feeling i want friend with her but can't.

Because of 'you' let me beh song mei ying.
you think that what i want, you just care about your feeling ,
can you stand at my side and think.

You always give a black face to ppl.
how a person will think when she want to talk something to you,
but you show a black face

And you when i want to talk with you,
but you did not bother me and not stop talk with mei ying i don't care.
when you two talk and talk and talk , and me just stand at there and smile,
is fine. Sometime you also need to try to talk with us.

i know that i anm not a perfect person, i will do many thing wrong,
you can tell me, i am not a ganas person wei .....><

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